long time I feel like every time that i sit down to write i get so bored or i get overwhelmed with my thoughts that i can't get though it. so i am going to try my hardest to get though everything that i want to say here :).
OK so for those of you that don't know I have been praying to move to Raleigh NC not sure why this city was so heavy on my heart but it was at Urbana 09 that God first put it on my heart to move to NC never really thought that it would happen but long behold almost 4 years later i sit in a Starbucks in Cary NC writing this to you :) ( my God is SO GOOD! )
i am not sure how long God has me here. but i do know that it will be for his good. as of right now i am part of a church plant that moved out from Portland, there are about 70 couples, singles and young families. as a core person in the church i am blessed to be part of the College Ministry team ( which is what i think i want to do for the next few yours : )
God has made it very clear that this is something that i can not do on my own that it is something that i am going to have to lay down at his feet. and have him knock them out. there are so many things that i want to try to take care of by myself. at the moment it is my job situation while i have a job :) i have no hours for the next few weeks at the moment :( which is going to kill my budget so much :( not sure how i am going to pay for a car, insurance, rent, house bills, phone, and gas if my budget is shot.
as for now i am holding on to " God is good so i don't have to be in control" he has blessed me this much so far from the funds for the move to a place to stay while we wait on our apartment to a connection while trying to buy a car. i know that his hand is in this. this is not my move this is his, so why do i keep trying to take it over ?
well just a few thought for you all today. my hope is that i will get back to writing at least twice a month if not more :) but we will see i know that there is going to be plenty to share so stay tuned :)
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