Thursday, March 8, 2012

I Just want a Job :(

i have been working since i was 15 years old i love working i love having my own money to do whatever i want to do.

i should back up some back in sept i had this feeling that i i needed to do whatever it took to get back into school and i want a degree.  so though i had a job that was paying the bills working as a nanny i was not 100 % happy and after 3 years i made the choice to leave. although working as a nanny can't just give a 2 week notice you need to give your notice way head of time so i was thinking i have 3 months + to find something and i did find something that was not very many hours but it was something. the day that i went in to fill out my paperwork i found out that the store was closing for 3 months but when they opened again that they would have more hours for me and so i started thinking ok i just need to get though the next 3 months i can so that will after 3 weeks or so i found out that the store was just closing and not reopening ok well then this means that i have no job and no way to get back into school :( awesome then my roommate tells me that we have a month left in the house ok awesome so no i have no job and i am not in school and i have no place to live i am feeling like such a winner.  i was blessed enough to have a friend in the making that had a room that she was willing to let me stay in for a few months until i found work i am so grateful but now i am praying my little head off to find work i have spent days putting in applications and have had my share of interviews with not one offer made to me :( i am not sure what else i could do i have bills piling up and i have my share of stress i started to get angrey with God how is it that i have had a life time of hell to have to keep going though it. i am not sure what there is left for me to do i see friends getting work and i am so happy for them and i don't want them to fell bad about being excited for their forturne because they were in the same place and it gives me hope that it won"t be like this for long.  but for now i will keep praying and doing my part to find work and if anyone knows of anything please let me know i would love to get back to work and at this point i would do anything. 

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